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I currently have no internet.   I am sitting about 2 miles east of Newberry.  And this will be posted as soon as I get home.  Why am I sitting here?  This will all be explained.  So I was heading back to Marquette after spending the weekend home.  I went home for Halloween, mostly to surprise Jimmy because she had no idea that I was coming.  I’ll talk about all those wondrous adventures in a moment.  But what I was originally typing this for was to explain why I’m sitting on the side of M-28 just outside Newberry.  So I rented a car from Enterprise, which is nothing but wonderful so far, even with how long it took to explain to them over and over again what was going on.  And while on my way home… jamming out to Poor Unfortunate Souls off of The Little Mermaid Broadway OST…. I saw a car on the side of the road, facing the opposite direction as me, with their emergency flashers on.  “Huh?” I thought to myself.  “I wonder why they are on the side of the road.  I can’t see another ca- OH SHIT DEER!” I hit the brakes…. Thud… ran over the dead deer.  Literally OVER it… it was in the dead center of my lane.  I continue to step on my breaks and I hear them squeal and I pull off the road.  As soon as I stop my car starts making a funny burning smell and there is a bit of smoke.  I shut it off and jump out of the car… “Oh shit! Shit shit shit shit SHIT!!!”  The people from the other car asked me like three or four times if I was ok.  I’m pretty sure my only response for a while was “This is a rental!  It isn’t even my CAR!”  I call Paul and Olivia.  Because… well… I dunno… in my mind they were the closest to me at that moment…. I guess I’m about half way between Marquette and TC.  Someone else after PLOWED over the deer while I was talking to Paul….. they moved it a good 50 feet… to just in front of where my car was stopped.  God it smells horrible.  So we’re sitting waiting for the police to show.. which they did after a little bit… maybe 10 minutes max.  They have been nothing but helpful… and the one checked out my car… no obvious damage, then he asked me to move it more off the road so that we don’t get hit.  And I turn it on, put it in gear… move it all of an inch when the worst noise I’ve ever heard starts.  I didn’t think it was my car right away… not until I could feel the noise shaking my car.  When I hit the deer I cracked something… the fan kinda broke or something… and the car started leaking coolant… making it unsafe too drive… and pretty much impossible to drive.  So lucky me, I get to call Enterprise… go through all these numbers… all these different people to talk to.  Luckily, the trooper who was helping me took over without me asking.  And after everything was figured out and I was told a tow-truck was on the way… they didn’t leave.  They sat in their car and I in mine… but their lights were always on.  This was all because they didn’t want me to be stranded waiting for my ride.  They left once the truck got there.  Those people then got my car on the back of the truck and brought me down to the comfort inn.  I kinda wish I had enough money for a room so I could just tell Olivia and Paul not to worry about me until tomorrow… but I don’t think I do.  I don’t think I even have a hundred dollars left.  I can’t even begin to explain how happy I am to have gotten the insurance that they offered me since I didn’t know if I had any.  They said “if you pay these 20 extra dollars a day we will cover everything up to total loss of the car.”  So if they call me telling me that I have money I owe them… I will kill a bitch.  So here I am… sitting in the Comfort Inn… waiting for Paul and Olivia and trying to figure out why I can connect to the internet, but I am unable to do anything on it.  Anything at all….  HAHA... Pizza Hut internet works...

Look up your birthday in Wikipedia. Pick 4 events, 3 births, 2 deaths, and 1 holiday.

events

• 1776 - Marquis de Lafayette attempts to enter the American military as a major general.
• 1949 - Chinese Civil War: The government of Republic of China moves from Nanking to Taipei.
• 1988 - Yasser Arafat recognizes the right of Israel to exist.
• 1995 - The Galileo spacecraft arrives at Jupiter, a little more than six years after it was launched by Space Shuttle Atlantis during Mission STS-34.

births

• 521 - Saint Columba, Irish Christian missionary to Scotland (d. 597)
• 1979 - Sara Bareilles, American singer
• 2003 - Princess Catharina-Amalia of the Netherlands

deaths

• 43 BC - Cicero, Roman politician and author (b. 106 BC)
• 1990 - Joan Bennett, American actress (b. 1910)

holiday

• India - The Armed Forces Flag Day

Aside from that and the whole Absolute Boyfriend thing.... my week as been pretty great.  I mean, Natasha got back, and then I spent all day on the 4th with her.  Out in the sun, and surprisingly I'm only kinda burnt on my shoulders and it really only hurts when I move my arm weird.  So yay! 

I read a wonderful book called Wicked Lovely, thanks Ame.  It really makes my soul happy, I can't wait to read Ink Exchange.  I lied, Ame, the two books do have characters in common.... just remember the tattooed faery that Aislinn runs into with Seth and Leslie..... *flails*

Yesterday, while finishing off the above mentioned book, I get a call from Ame asking if I want to go to Travis' going away party.....more of, "Madilynn, wanna go drinking?" uhhh..... DUH.   ANYWAY, Travis is cool, this being the second time I've ever met him, and at one point, before he was even drunk, I saw is ass..... and kinda is man parts..... he was wearing his work apron.... one of those from hardware stores.... XD  It was awesome.  So was helping a certain someone pee..... and the glow sticks everywhere.... and dancing on the Div's car while the same certain someone and her boy messed around in said car..... and Aaron was pretty sweet with the whole walking over to me, "You look lonely, I'm Aaron." Made me do some weird ass hand shake.  "Would you like to try some thirty year old scotch?  Ain't is smooth?"  And it was... and it made my tummy warm and tingly.  Hahaha.... then he told me I should drink some more because they was a TON of stuff... and that if I ever needed anything for a party to call him because Laura has his number.   Oh drunk people make my life happy.  ANYWAY... I finally met Matt.... like the I'd seen him around the mall before.... and I saw him at the con at NMC.... but that was different because then him and Ame were not on the best of terms..... and now they are... and I know he wasn't thinking I would like him because of the first time we had been around each other, but I told him that it was just me being protective of Ame... because I am.  He's a cool guy, I'm really sad that I hadn't met him on good terms before because now he's leaving.... is sad..... really.  He's awesome, and lots of fun, and lets me sleep in his bed shortly after meeting me.  XD  I hope I'm in town when he has leave after boot camp....

At the party that I went to with Ame and Matt and the Div... Rob was there... he's really awesome and super nice and gave me a great back massage and then we shared a blanket on the trampoline.... because it was cold and he his a werewolf human furnace.... but he has a girlfriend.... and it more of a friend anyway... who happens to be very attractive.  Oh well.

Movies, books, songs... rarely make me cry.  Seriously... didn't cry during Rent or Moulin Rouge.  Probably will never cry during the Notebook.  But last episode of Absolute Boyfriend makes me bawl my eyes out for half the episode.  Like the end of Moulin Rouge gets me a little choked up, like my throat tightens, but nothing more.  And the last episode of Absolute Boyfriend, Night... I dunno how to really explain it, but he knows that he won't be able to work any longer, like he only has a few days left before he shuts down, and there are no repairs that they can do, it's all irreplaceable.... but he doesn't tell Riiko, he writes her best friend a note telling him to be there for her, because he knows that Soshi (her best friend) loves her as much as he does and is the only person who can make her as happy.  And he calls Namikiri, the guy who built him, and tells him that there is nothing that they can do, and that he is happy just to have been made, even if for a short time.  And tells him that he has made Riiko a video, and it's just him telling her that he doesn't want her to be sad, and that he'll always wish for her happyness from "high in the sky" and that she needs to stop crying and smile because her smile can make everyone better.  And that his happiness in being alive was loving her and being loved by her.  And as I write this I feel kinda retarded, because it sounds so corny, but I don't know....  I really do feel stupid for crying over a show that is about a robot, but it's hard to explain... he was smiling even when he stopped working, and...and... I don't know... GAH!!  Fuck my life

So I really wish Natasha didn't suck at getting online when she says she will.  It's basically the reason I stay home on the weekends at this point.  So I can talk with her.

In other news for the whole two people who might actually read this.... opening night of Music Man is in like 10 days and it scares the shit out of me.  mostly because I think all the excess small children will fuck everything up just by being in 6th grade.  But I know I will at least get a laugh out on opening night because I KNOW Lupin Mr. Taylor will be there.  Too bad Shizuka won't be there for me to run to her going " LUPIN THE THRID!  Da da da DAA Dun da daaa!"  Super inside joke.....

Ok... there is probably a lot I could put in here, but it's late and I'm tired and need sleep for tomorrow because it's going to be a long day... I just know it.  But while you're at it why not fill out the thing below.

Holy shit, guys, I have a 3.4 gpa

So I'm quickly doing this before my internet shits out again.  It likes doing that.  But because of that, until we get it fixed or whatever....I probably won't be online much.  Figured the few of you I don't talk to all the time will appreciate that.

Is it even possible to find a quote worth being remembered for that is under 40 characters?  Because I have yet to find anything.

Hahahahaha!  I love Cyanide and Happiness!  Especially when I can apply it to my friends *coughcoughkallenthisisyoucoughcough*
<a href="http://www.explosm.net/comics/1011/"><img alt="Cyanide and Happiness, a daily webcomic" src="http://www.flashasylum.com/db/files/Comics/Rob/caffeine.png" border=0></a><br />Cyanide & Happiness @ <a href="http://www.explosm.net">Explosm.net</a>

I also really love how the FMA OST with the character songs is sooooo addictive and how Papa to Asobou makes me want to keep Hughes and Elysia in my closest and sob for hours all at the same time.  I would say exactly what I want to about how much I love Toru Okawa's voice, but it's more kept between me and my muses...... mostly it's inappropriate how much I love Roy Mustang's voice.  It's perfect for the Richard Cheese style music >.<

So here I am listening to the FMA radio show that Paku Romi and Rei somthing host together, the voices of Ed and Al, and it's the one Kallen showed me a clip from.  Them singing Melissa in character... it makes me die everytime. Especially when Rei sounds like she's crying....as if Paku Romi hit her... seeing as though she says ow before she starts singing.....

usagi wa?  usagi wa?  XD

mmmm.....tuski no uragawa.....

Natasha left today, which sucks.  What made it worse was the fact that I did want to go to Mr. Lackie's funeral.  But I guess it's a good thing that Kallen and Ellie were able to distract me from all this for a while.  Even if I did distract them from doing what they needed to do before Friday.

God I hate emotions sometimes.

Surprise paychecks make me happy.

So does Eclipse and Stephanie Meyer.

Ponderosa's LJ account being permanently suspended is a bummer.  For I looked forward to her updates.  They were entertaining and beautiful.  The artwork and fanfics made my day.  Now I will go back to when I didn't know she had one and just wait for her site to update.  *sadface*

Jacob Black, you can come to my house and imprint on me.  I'll be your Bella because I am her secrete other half that doesn't have a problem with being completely head over heals in love with you.  For while Edward is beautiful and the perfect gentleman, that half of Bella is already there.  I will be the wolf half and once again become one of the "wolf-girls" 

I'm cool.

Harry Potter made me happy, but sad and upset at the same time.  All I'm going to say is that I cried for a whole chapter.  I cried over a lot of things before anyone's death's made me cry.  And those people where 3 people, out of the many, that I want to hurt J.K. Rowling for killing off....  Oh well.

seriosully, don't read it, Olivia... or anyone else who doesn't was it spoiled.
So going downtown was really awesome... except for SOMEONE being a poop about when I wanted to leave.  And I met a really PRETTY Lucius, that I terrified.  Mostly, I think, because it was a girl.  Heehee... and I met my Master and my wonderful sister.  HAHAHA XD, I'm cool.  I'll have pictures as soon as Kallen sends them to me......Malfoy Family Picture YAY!!!
I just needed to use my only HP icon!

So I haven't been on here in a while... I guess since I was cleaning carpets at my grandpa's house.  So Choral Camp was fun.  Lots and lots of fun, met some really sweet people there, like Tim.  The Tenor section leader... absolutely beautiful and very gay.  Oh well, Chris reminded me a Jack Brick and Burt from Mary Poppins, like they had a kid together or something XD.  He was awesome.  Then there was Ellie, omg, she was like Olivia with superman icecream hair and a nosering.  And so so soooo sweet.  Too bad she lives in Lansing.  Oh well.

Then there was JAFAX, which was very good.  Lots of fun, and Kallen getting home and whatnot.  Me hanging off of Isaac, just because I could.  It was interesting running in circles holding onto his arm while he was dressed at Light and I was dressed as L.... XD  we're cool, and we know it.

After I got back, I was really bored, and I had been invited to Olivia's for Paul's birthday... so Theresa and I went up there.  That was a lot of fun... and slightly crazy at times.... good coffee and Theresa is silly when she drinks.

I had a job for like two weeks, then I quit.  Because frankly, I don't want to be getting up every moring at 4:30 until a week before my senior year starts.  I don't really want to be sick when school starts.  I also don't want to feel like I didn't do anything during this summer... it's bad enough that I know that if I hadn't taken the job I would be going out to Maryland in the next day or so.  Getting to meet Vic Mignogna, Aaron Dismuke, Steve Blum, and Seki Tomokazu.  Yeah, I talk about Vic more, but I've been a fan of Seki Tomokazu since before I knew who Vic was.  T__T  lot of sad there... oh well.  I'll hopefully get other chances to meet them.

So I went and saw Harry Potter the night it came out at midnight...haha, not a whole lot of sleep when I went to work.  ANYWAY... I loved it.  It wasn't exactly like the book, but I didn't expect it to be.  And I was a little disappointed to not see the little things, like the howler to Petunia or the whole Lockheart scaring the shit out of Ron.  Little things like that, but other than that I really really loved it.  And the special effects made me happy, and Lucius Malfoy makes my toes curl, and Draco would too if he was on the screen as much as his beautiful father.  Bellatrix was awesome.. and awesome doesn't even begin to show how much I love her.  YAY BAD GUYS!  And since the book is coming out soon, and I'll be able to go downtown for it for once, specially since I pre-ordered the book.  Sticking true to my Gryffindor nature I feel the need to dress as Narcissa... and hopefully I will have at the very least a slave Draco with me.... heehee... oh Kallen.

I think Accio Brain needs to update because it would make me very happy.  Almost as happy as Vic Mignogna's girlfriend becoming friends with me... watch her show, it looks awesome.... I Hate My 30's  I think it'll make me giggle.  I found an awesome band, Draco and the Malfoys.  They are silly...and they make the laugh the way those HP bad guys always do.  Because yes, they are awesome, but they are also so silly and slightly riddikulus ridiculous.  Yeah... I'm cool. 

My mother is possibly the worst person in the WORLD to ever let clean carpets.  Because goddamnit, the carpet cleaner is not a f***ing vacuum!  You CAN'T use it like one!  No shit it's not picking up ANY of the stupid water... YOU'RE GOING TOO FAST IT CAN'T PICK IT UP BECAUSE YOU'RE FLYING RIGHT PAST IT!!!!  *fumes*

14 days.  I'm excited.  I really can't wait.  Kinda bummed that Isaac won't be riding down with us... damn rotary leadership camp thing.  Ruining all my fun.  I thought I was going to be able to sleep on him for a three hour car ride.  Because I'm going to be dead on the way down.... UGH!  Kallen.... I might be asleep on the ground when you get off the plane... sorry.

I just spent almost 8 and 1/2 hours with Mike... yes, Kallen, Dion.  Or however you spell it.  He is sooo funny.  His mom is just as awesome.  So funny.  That family.  ujblidreg, I very much regret eatting all that food because of the bad gas cramps it gives me.  I know you all wanted to know that, but it's true.  Owies.. my tummy is hurting.  I wanna sleep... but I wanna use the computer. I want  to go physically make sure Isaac doesn't dye his hair... I want him to stay blonde.... I like it that way.... it's adorable... besides Light never had BROWN hair... it was BLONDE!

Am I seriously that big of a dork that I love listening to the very generic welcome to the rangers that Vic recorded?  It makes me smile... seriously.  I guess I'm just awesome like that.

I'm done.  I don't want to be in school for another week and a half-ish.  That's too much.  I'm done. 
I need sleep, really badly, and even if I get it it won't be enough and that pisses me off.  Because even though I really need the sleep, even when I have the time I can't sleep long enough.  I always wake up.  Why can I still sleep in until 2 on the weekends like I used to?  If I stay up until 3 in the morning I'mm still be up by 9.  How sick is that? 
I wanna cry, as to why I don't know.  Probably lack of sleep and too much school.  But I don't wanna cry because, I dunno.  It feels lame.  Like I'm being immature about all this.  I really don't wan to see my friends leave.  I mean, yeah, I'll still have plenty of them right here in TC because so many of them will be going to NMC.  But Theresa is going to Rhode Island and Natasha is going to Taiwan.  Not fair.  And I know I'm being selfish when I say this, but I need more people around me so I don't lay the burden of me freaking out on one person.  I know how that effects people.  It gets too much, when I lay everything on one person.  I kill friendships when I do that.  Blah blah blah, everyone will tell me that they'll be there for me, not to worry.  But so many people never actually follow up with that.  They are so quick to tell me to wait a minute when I really need to talk right now... not in a couple minutes. 
In all honesty, being a senior isn't on my top list of things to look forward to.  I really hate the fact that the only thing I can see hanging over next year is failure.  Everyone says I'll do just fine, but I have this strong feeling like it won't actually happen.  That I'll get all the way through college and then everything will just fall apart. 
Oh well... it's probably the lack of sleep.  And I still need to read 18-22 of Catcher in the Rye for tomorrow.  Good book, but I just don't feel like reading it right now.  It makes me think too much.  Makes me revist things I've tried so hard to block out.  Reading and sleep, in the order.  I hope I'll be able to get more than 5 hours.
I'm a terrible person for the things I pirate... heh....